Sorry for everyone.

 

Sorry again. sorry for my consistency. i have long time didn't upload any photos or blog here.

 

i am apologize with your supoprting here. i will try my best manage my space well again.

 

i been told you guy about the photos shoot that i had on year 2008. i just uploaded another set for that today.

 

hope you can get be supporting me again.

 

Sorry and Thank again.

 

N.E.O

 

hi everyone,

 

Malaysia, i am Back.

thank for your caring. i know you guy want to know what is happen to me. why i come back malaysia so fast.

anyway, the way i went to the Greece is the begin of bad luck.

but lucky is i got the lucky star before i leave malaysia.

the main reason for me to come back malaysia to fast because due with my health issued. i cannot fit with the job.

what is the health issued, that is "SEASICK" i think because i have a strong sense of balancing. as my friend knew that.

i got seasick since the first day i am on the yacht. then keep feeling dizzy and vomit everyday.

even the yacht just park at the marina now while winter time. i was cannot used to it.

if when the summer, will be more worst to me.  my captain said, if keep going that, i will be die at the end. i know this statement are too over or is true. but i know, if i cannot recover then will be bad for my health on the future. so i decided to came back. because that is pointless for me to stay back there.

The way for me to leave the island and also get on to flight. that are a long story.

lucky i got a flight to back to Singapore. then come back Malaysia from Singapore.

but all the way, luckily i have my "lucky star"

so i everything goes smooth at the end, even i really got into trouble.

anyway, i am back to malaysia now.

if you guy really want to know the way i coming back malaysia in detail. write to me. then i will tell you.

 

anyway, i want to say thank you to my "lucky star"

and

I LOVE YOU

- Peace :P

 

 

 

2008 Studio Photos-white shirt and short

 

with this set of photos, that is giving people another expression for oldies 60 to 70 times . the model in the photos look like a teenager and the teenager look like anxiety and passion with something. that show the photos with harmony with the lighting. and just a right time with taking black and white photos, the model wearing white shirt will be have big contrast with the lighting. so for the photographer that will be certain level of difficult to get the good lighting when the model. and the model have to block some light with the window, let the photographer to have enough of light for the angle.

 

ok, this is sets of photos. i still have another 6 sets. which is half naked. hmmm, except with the important part, all are naked. for the rest of the sets, got swimwear, under with shoes. and show on.

if you guy are interest to have a look. give me comment. if the comment is good. i will upload it and share with your all.

thank for the suporting for everyones who view my photos before.

thank you.

neo 

 

 

 

 

hi everyones, specially for my malaysia friend.

 

i was in the Greece, at the Leros Island now.

i want to said sorry to all my malaysia friend and also my family. the reason for me to saying that. because i didn't inform they all at advance.

just small number of people know about that. but i think that is really sorry about that. because of rushing to came Greece. like you all can be see at the msn lives spaces new album. 20th November 2008 the way to Greece. the best friend are knew i came here were have a small farewell meeting with me. and after that, i was trying to be snap some photos with me niece and nephew. because i might can't see them for some times.

 

for me that is a very different experience to me. and that is many first time were done this time.

i can list down here. my first time list:-

- first time to away from malaysia.

- first time to take singapore airlines.

- first time to take singapore MRT.

- first time to take 3 type of aircraft. from malaysia airlines, singapore airlines and also olympic airlines.

- first time to take aircraft meal.

- first time to be on yacht.

- first time to take Greek Food.

- first time to be in winter.

 

these are the first time that i can list down for the biggest effect to me.

and the rest will be the small issued, like first time to see so many greek and so on. lolzzz

anyway, i will miss you all.

i will try to getting online often, seems i am facing some problem with online here also.

i will try and try again.

hope can be see your guy again soon.

take care.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

2008 second set studio photos- with jean and Winter jacket

 

as you can see all are black and white photos. the second set photos is the expanding from the first set. because that is a Natural Light, they had to rely on the home light and the sunlight in studio to create the lighting on me. so we decided to take out the shirt. because that is another difficulties to get the lighting on the right postion and angle.  then for me, that is another experience because compare with my first shooting on year 2007. because winter that is my first time for me to shooting with winter jacket. as you can see on my first set. then now i need to be half naked and wearing the winter jacket for the shooting.

at the mean times, i need to expand my abs muscle and also post the the positon for shooting.

as the comment what i get from my friend. mention that, i should be wearing glasses. but i think that is not a good action. as what i did last year. refer to my 2007 studio photos. you can found out, will be weird point there. with some naked photos, which i didn't uploaded here.

 

for me, i that is some favorites photos for me too on this set of photos. and also my photographer friend. he uploaded one photos from this set on the website. as you can check out on my article for the "view from photographer"

anyway, that is what i felt on the this set of photos.

i wish your guy like it and enjoy it. Please, response me with the comment.

PLEASE. i really need your comment to improve myself.

Thank.

 

 

hi everyones,

 

i am back now. sorry for what i mention previously. i really don't want to recall my suffer memory to blog here again. so i decided to look forward to share with you about what i doing recently. on this week wednesday, i went to had my second times for my studio shooting.

that is really different with what i did last year. your guy can refer it with my first photos on my msn live spaces here and compare it with second times now.

 

for this year shooting. i have a theme which is "Natural Light". my photographer friend were discuss with me in detail. so we are rely on is sunlight from the outside of studio and also the daylight lamp in the studio. that is not studio light, just a simple light at home. to make it the shooting as simple as we can. throught the sunlight and home light to match up with our theme. at the mean times, that is all in black and white. that why that is a difficulties for me and my photographer friend.  we did shoot alot. around one thousand and four hundred pieces (1400). separated with 13 set of outfits.

 

so now, i just uploaded the first sets of photos from this second times shooting. because with these 13sets. there are having 3sets which is naked on the photos. there are not fully naked. is dress up with a winter jacket, sport jacket, and also with running shoes only.

but i will try to upload the rest of sets photos here to share with your. but the naked, i will considering with how is your guy response for the photos first. if your guy have good response for my photos.i am try to upload it on last 3 set wit you.

 

Please,

if your guy take a look on my photos, leave the comment on the photos album and the blog here.

i need the comment to improve myself.

your comment will be helping me alot.

wish your guy will supporting me.

 

Thank.

 

hi everyones, as you guy can see on my title.

yesterday i went to my second times studio photos in my friend studio. a photographer that know me well.

as you all can see it throught my first album on my msn lives spaces. that are what i did last year. 2007.

that is 2008 now. my friend give me a theme call "Natural Light"

to let me have different kind of photos in this shooting.

we did alot of photos. all almost one thousand four hundred pieces.   

with this link. which is my friend profile on internet. that specially for model, photographer and agency in this field all around the world.

he choose one of the thousand to uploaded.

but the rest, he is doing touch up and for the first stages, i will try to upload my latest photos here. which one without any editing on the photos. i wish you guy can be give me come comment here after you look at the photos.

and come the future photos those i am going to upload. please give me some comment in the photos album too.

your comment will be helping me alot to improve myself.

 

by the way, wish you guy like my photos.

 

 

 

sorry, everyones.

 

due with my work, i been long time didn't blog any article here.

but within this period, many good and bad luck were came to me.

as you can check it out throught my photos albums.

i will try my best to flashback the story to share with your again.

and i will try to add on the blog here on the future to let your know me more.

 

thank for your visiting here.

i really appreciate it.

thank your guy

 

 

 

SORRY to everyones,

 

i forget to enable my events photos album.

so now, you guy can be view my events photos. i was enabled it.

please feel free to give me some comment.

 

 

hey,  everyones. i was uploaded my birthday celebration photos. it in the event corner. so feel free to take a look.

thank you.

 

 

neotee

Convocation.

what do you think about CONVOCATION?

huge crowd of people, to join the convocation.

the graduate family will come,friend will come, partners will come.?

happy, excited, nervous and etc.

that is a common right.

but some of the people are not having these on the convocation.

one of the people, just like me.

i am not.i am lonely in my convocation.

even though someone are with me in somewhere else.

but what i am doing only, sending  a one side message.

and never get a reply.

but i knew that is no way for it, just happened the technic problem.

what i need to do, just understand it.

my family, they cannot attend, because something a going on,

someone them need to work.

and the bad news that i got, that is my father called me and told me about,

my mummy. get into hospital again.

so what i need to do, ONLY understand them.

cannot act as self-will.

so what i need to do, just try to enjoy it by myself.

after convo, just get a way home alonely again.

but luckly just a right time, at the night, althought the dinner are not because of me.

but it feel like, they are celabrate for me.

and after that, will be clubbing section,

FUCK, everyone are tried not to turn up.

so just celebrate with some people only.

and the same thing, i just intoxication with the music.

and non-stop dance with whoever.

and try to not think about other on that time.

away all the stressful and suffer time.

but end of the day,

i am lonely again.

 

Why i always engage with lonely.

am i ordain to be lonely in my life.?

please, i don't want to be lonely again.

get me out of that.

 

 

 

 

 

sorry for anyone that are reading my blog here.

recently quite busy with other stuff that are going on urgent.

so i just have time for me to uploaded the photos here.

but tomorrow sunday i will try to take time to share my story with your.

and i had many issued want to share with your.

hope i can figure out tomorrow.

thank for your all and

take care.

你知道 “过河拆桥”什么意思吗？

过河拆桥， 顾名思义想一想，

别人建了一条桥给你过河， 但是你且过了桥， 把桥拆了， 把建桥的人留在河的另一头。

你对的起当初为了给你过河的建桥的人吗？

如果你知道，你有过这个经验吗？

你是被过河拆桥的， 还是过河拆桥的那一个？

拆桥的人，总是自以为是， 自我中心， 不会替别人想想的混蛋。

建桥的人，总是可怜，好心， 但是永远不会的到好报的人。

 

而我且总是当建桥的那一角， 无知的贡献是我的优点，这是大众所对我的认同。

但是为什么每次的重复， 我都是两手空空的那一人。

然道， 我的一生只有付出，没有回报的一天吗？

我可以做的，只有安慰我自己，

回报的那一天，可能不是现在，而是将来的一天。

但是接踵而来，且是我有福气等到那一天。

我知道我自己， 我所有的福气有几多。

唯有期望， 那个奇迹会发生在我有生之年。

 

拆桥是轻而易举， 但是建桥的且是艰难， 刻苦的。

所以在你拆桥之前想一想， 他人为你做的一切。

为了这个社会带来一点希望吧。！

 

 

电影， 你看过吗？

在现在的社会， 电影对都市里的人可能是一种必需品。

是一种平民的消遣娱乐， 每个年轻人都会做的事。

或者我问你， 你看上一次看电影是几时？

一天看几次电影？一个星期看几次？一个月看几次？一年看几次？

答案应该大家都知道。

但对于我，

电影院，可是我好久没有去。

我好久没有看电影了。

算一算，应该有两三年没有踏进电影院看电影了。

然后，我既然设下一个原则。

下次看电影，我要和我喜欢的人一起看。

但是，昨天我的同事加屋主加兄弟。竟然设下圈套， 把我牵引到了电影院。

让我重新踏进这个我几年没去过得地点。

电影是个，可以让你暂时忘记烦劳，

放下一切疲劳的好好享受着一段私人的时间。

你可以慢慢的品尝一场好电影，

然而你也可以好好的在其他人看不到你的状态下，休息一下。

但对我来说，我会好好的去观察每一个细节，

享受平常我们有所不能得到的电影服务。

 

虽然距离我上一次看电影是两三年前的是。 我最后的一套电影我都忘记了。

现在我重新踏进电影院所看得电影，且是“BATMAN"

一个孤独，只想保护一切的英雄。

且在人们哪自私的观念下，从英雄变成了寂寞的通缉犯。

为什么人们，总是自私，总是犯贱， 总是不会帮他人设想呢？

请想想如果你是他， 你的感受是么样的滋味。

 

 

 

Today, that is a really boring with my work.

face up with nonsense requirement from my L & V.

that is so call LV group. that keep throwing me stupid task without any planning.

and also thought what i had done, are not standard for them.

but what i saw, i also never get any standard task from me. so i just forget about it.

with the boring mood today, i catch up something on the net.

that more effect my mood. so i getting down from boring.

what can i do.

just struggling with the situation now.

sigh.

why.? why i am the one the getting these result.?

is it god trying to give me a challenge.?

to proof my sincere and faithful.

i beg you, pardon.

i am really tiring now.

please give me a break now.

please.

 

 

 

 

 

Time Concept,

nowaday, how many peopple have a good habit or attitude on time concept.?

or this way, how many people how about what is a good time concept?

or ask yourself, do you have a good time concept in yout principle?

my answer is yes, i had that.

but misfortunely, people around me, they are not.

sigh.

what the point for them to survive in this reality social.

i really wish to know.

i am hate.

i hate people arewasting my time for nothing.

they should take a course to study what is time concept, to help them get a sufficient and effective impact for their job.

if not, that is helpless and incurable for their life.

and please, respect other people time.

maybe your time is unworthiness, but for me, that is totally different.

my time is precious for everything. please, if you don't respect yourself, respect other.

other are not same like you, think sense, work sense.

 

 

 

Today,

i got the comment from my friend.

she told me to give up.

i was tried and i keep trying.

suddenly, i am listen a song from elvis presley."are you lonesome tonight"

i am thinking my lover are lonesone tonight without me.?

do you need me to accompany you, to chuck all the lonesome away.?

i know you are waiting for your ex. waiting for him to come next month.

but maybe i have a chance which is your ex were not your ex.

not the person you think.not a person you want since you came back here.

by the way,i still will stand with you.

and respect every decided that you make.

just want to let you know, i still with you.

i knew you were told me everything, told me to give up.

i am trying now.

but just want to tell you. if anything happen, i am supporting you.

what you need to do, just go ahed.

and feel free to contact me anytimes, when you are feel lonesome.

i am here for you.

 

 

these few day, i was thought about my current relationship since i was got inform about that.

it is killing my mentality and physically.

if i want to follow my principle, i should stick to it.

but in sense, i should giving up and set them free.

thinking about the surrounding issued, i should be get the advantage,

just only because of age issued.

or i just want to blame myself, everytimes met up this kind of people. and get into the stupid relationship.

that are also people keep scolding me, don't waste time on it. just moving on to get the better one.

i am a person that more to feeling, how would i get another one that can give me that kind of feeling again?

that is not easy to get one. i am sure that.

if i keep stick to it, i know maybe in the future i will beaten black and blue in my mental and physical.

or other side, i will enjoy the happy future. 

but if i am giving up, maybe i will regret on my future.

because now i am getting a person that giving to me the feeling that i am looking for and more than i expectation. 

that is what i am struggling now.

should i stick to it to wating for my happy future in this relationship or

should i giving up to set them free and move on to get the better one.

though i knew that, maybe i cannot get the same feeling.

what should i decide,

please, give me a hint.